footsteps.

I think i let fear and insecurities determine my steps too often.

I think its about time to drive that fear out.

This could help with that process.

Now i've got something else motivating my footsteps...quite literally.

It's funny though because a lot of the insecurities and fears are still there...they're just being overshadowed by something bigger and better. But in some ways i kinda feel like it's also driving me head on into my fears and insecurities. But i think it's good because they're being confronted.

It's kinda "do - or - die" mode now.

43 days.

whew.

One of my friends asked, "what makes you want to do it??"....and honestly, i feel like its an accumulation of a lot of different things that the Lord's been teaching me and prodding me to work on.

I'm scared of setting goals and failing.

I suck at discipline.

comparison.

accountability.

consistency.

motivation.

I want to show myself that i can do something i didn't think was possible for me to accomplish.

I need to break down this wall of defeat that is up before i even try.

13 miles?

Here's to hoping.

And just because i feel like i need to leave you a song....you can enjoy this little ditty.

I enjoyed it on my run today :)